When I was about to graduate from college, I met a freshman I kinda liked, just because whenever she met someone for the first time, her opening question was, “Why don’t you kill yourself?” what a great way to greet someone huh Not surprisingly, and understandably, most found it as an insult. But she didn’t seem afraid of being disliked. What she cared more is the way people answer to that question. What interested me was that most people couldn’t actually answer the question. Sometimes, when I feel disoriented in life, I randomly open The Myth of Sisyphus. It gives me a similar feeling to get more lost.